Donnerstag, 4. Juni 2015





So this is it. A long goodbye again. A relief I feel when I am wrapped around the neck again. We are on the road again and this time it is sunny and warm. I know the route we are taking. The green is even warmer with the sun on it. The wearer is getting nervous. I think it is not only where we are going but also the traffic jam we are stuck in. Finally we arrive. It is the same place we left. This makes not sense. He rings the doorbell. Last time he still had keys. It happens all quick now. We just get a package with more elctronics and go again. through the whole town. Traffic jam after jam. A nice femal recieves us. They know each other. We drive alongside her while she is walking on the pavement. The wearer seems free, I do not remember him doing such things before. They put lots of stuff in a fast hurry into a flat I have never seen before. We have to leave again in a hurry. This time by foot. We go far by subway and bus. The other side of town again. This place is wierd. I think it is supposed to be for kids but there are adults here. The wearer is excited but also very annoyed by the rush in which he had to get here. He calms down with a bit of food but what really relaxes him is what comes next. We go into up a lot to the roof of the hall. He wears something strange with ropes and knots now. We stand at the edge of a platform. It goes down like 30 meters. I feel him sweating again. The little hairs on his neck are upright. He steps into the void. Almost. Only a small wire under his feet. He holds himself on a robe hanging down from somewhere. I hear him breathing heavily. Why does he do it if he is afraid of it? Is something waiting on the other side for him? I feel with him. Not that I am afraid. If he falls.. well I suppose I will be given back to the old owner. But I kind of am curious where we will go next. After a felt eternity he is on the other side. Only to continue! This time it is a wooden swinging thingy. He slips a few times but laughs... I think he starts to enjoy it. Still I feel his hairs going up every time his head looks down. Way make our way back over even stranger things. Nothing was waiting. We are back where we started. This is only the start of that weird evening. I could tell more stories about a jumping and turning thing with horns. Some net that throws him into the air. But I was put aside for most of this. Only to watch. I saw it but it does not feel like my story only watching him. I dont think he was angry at me. When he takes me back he is very sweaty. Probably he was actually caring for me not getting too much of it. When we come to the flat the young woman is gone. We are alone finally and soon I hear him snore a deep and long sleep.
We share the peace.

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